I fly

My eyes fly faster than what they may be able to see.
A lot of time should be invested in these things,
these people, places, and memories
am I just flying by?

A birds eye view of the life inside me
I am missing something, I really should touch down soon
do I feel anything, any more?
avoiding these opportunities,
just riding on my insecurities.

Unannounced we have storms
in my head, they rage
my hands tighten as wind tugs at my feet
shaping around the bouquet of feathers in my hands
I'm flying through this
it isn't easy, I didn't expect that

fly &
I fall
I'm falling,
head first,
into the ground.

The ground is where I belong
hopefully I'll take my time
on the way down.
I'm weighing myself down.
I just need to trust.